Had been suffering from running nose for the past few days... throat feeling funny and nose bled today. Its terrible to go for training with a running nose... Haiz, hope that the coming week will get better...
Was driving the scout jeep inside the camp area to transport stores... saw several different groups of friends from the rifle companies along the way... they waved and smile at me making me feel like a VIP... A mixture of feelings started to dwell inside me. This ICT somehow started to make me ponder about some stuffs in my life... I asked myself what I'm best at and I dun think I excel in any thing. The only thing that I'm good at and enjoy doing is to treat people nice... That's also how I got to know those people... I've always enjoyed helping people but living in this society does not allow me to do full-time volunteer work... But I guessed I can start somewhere by contributing my Sunday.
So lonely back in camp and there's no way I can go online in a primitive camp... although some of my platoon mates were surprisingly nice to me during this in-camp in ways I never expected. Reason I dont know why.... but, there's not really someone whom I can click to... Went to library having intention to borrow another book to read. Lin Ern recommended me a book, 'Angels and Demons' by Dan Brown... however, it was not available, made a reservation for the book and realize I'm listed 71 out of 41 books in national library... Wow, seems like this book is' hot'... ha ha. Another friend recommened me a book titled 'False Memory' but I couldn't find it too... Ended up borrowing 'Odd Thomas' by Koontz Dean... Hopefully it can help me kill time and loneliness... ha ha.
Collected the ash of my cremated hamster placed in an urn...
Was listening to some of the new albums that I bought and songs that I had recently... and came upon a song '暧昧' by 杨丞琳... Quite a nice song with a sad but nice melody... Well, no harm recommending a nice song to you all... =)
Time to book-in...
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